Skyline 34 & EVO 8

common test

2006-12-13T23:37:00.000+08:00

haiz... here comes the common test again... wat a gd way to have dec holidays when the common test is here... i am retaking 2 papers and one new module... i will not say it is easy but is seems abit easier this time... i mean for those papers that i am retaking... bored man everyday study study... wanna die le.

i wan my darling to be with me but she is not free... haiz sad man... i wan to pei her but she is not around me... i studying she complaint that i nv accompany her in maple... i don get it when she study i nv complaint like tat but now she complaint like tat... i wonder wat is wrong...

great ending

2006-11-04T23:48:00.000+08:00

this month sway man... my mp99 broke sianz... lost my wallet but a kind man turned it in to the police... thx u so much hu ever u are...

today marks the very day of the ending of polympics.... my mp99 may have broken b4 polympics actually started but a sweet ending was born... my team ended the day with 2nd place... i am so excited and overjoyed as i receive the trophy... i don noe if i spell correct ma... hhaha... this trophy marks the 1st trophy of my life... i am totally overjoyed... i took 2 trophy as one of them i gave it to my darling sarah as it is something in my life i wan to share with her...

darling the trophy doesn't mean that u are 2nd place in my life... u are the 1st place in my life... i love u darling... i gave u one trophy is not juz for all the luck and the encouragement that u have given me, there is another thing to that trophy and that is, it is my 1st trophy and i wan to share it with u... i wan to share my joy and tears with u... No matter how down i am or wat so ever i wan u to noe that u are so important to me...

i truely love u darling...

new semi

2006-10-16T21:43:00.000+08:00

today is the first day of a new semi... the bad thing is that it is a really boring start to new semi... it is such a bore today... does the lecturers have to over the rules and regulations of the devision every time the start semi starts a fresh... school is really becoming like a jail cell.... so many rules to follow and now more lame rules to follow...

the hazy is really getting really from bad to worse... it makes me cough so much as the hazy keep coming on worse... all thx to indonesia's forest fires.... gd performace guys trying ur best to kill others with ur smokeyness... thx to the hazy make me spend $32 on new racket strings... play badminton during the most hazzy period ytd then my power armour string snap... the thing is the string is still in very gd condition really brand new looking but snap at the eye area.... 10 minus later the string on my mp99 oso snap.... wtf... $32 fly away le... dear looks like this week me getting really tight le...

i love my darling
sarah

honey i am sorri

2006-09-22T00:54:00.000+08:00

honey i am sorri i don mean to make u angry with me and such... i am sorri for bothering u in the game...i am sorri for everything that i have done... i am really sorry... all i wish us that u will always be by me and stand by me...

the both of us together are always happy... we are a loving couple... darling u are the most important to me... with out u around i really am a lost dog... running around aimlessly... with out any goal nor aim.... i think about u always... i am hurt when u are hurt.... hurt in the heart... darling the 3 roses are the main things in my head... cos i love u whole heartly... i don noe wat to do when u get angry with me... i am truely sorry...

it has really been long

2006-08-31T23:01:00.000+08:00

it is really long since i have last updated my blog... i was juz lazy... and have lots of things to do for the club and prepare for exam.. i am the organising commity for the bonding camp held by he club.,.. the whole camp was totally a bomber... every thing was so out of plan.... the lecturer in charge can even call to tell us that there is no bbq pit for us during the morning of the bbq nite... wat a stunt.... lucky my friend's club have booked then we discussed to get one pit and succeed.... that lecturer is really giving us alot of prob... i am playing my gf maple acc... lvling her char..

woah one month plus le

2006-06-26T22:27:00.000+08:00

oh man.... one month plus nv update my blog le.... lol... so power..... i am juz lazy to update my blog.... alot of fun stuff have happened... including weird stuff.... lol....

i have been through my june holidays by slacking at home... then at nite go out to mk place then watch soccer and have supper.... slack at home and play com... lol... so sianz lorz... like vampire like.... got sun light cannot go out.... wat the hack... had a bbq recently... it was from an invite by miao zhi and cindy... i managed to get my darling along.... but my darling had a terrible scolding from her parents as they don allow my darling to stay over nite with me.... dear i understand how u feel...

dear i think this is enough ba.... i meeting the guys now...cya

it's been a long time

2006-05-15T23:07:00.000+08:00

hihi... it's been a long time since i have last blog... lol... so much have happened in the pass month.... there are goods and bads... actually mostly good... hahha...

my darling sarah's parent have given me another chance and have accepted me as a friend... that is the best thing that can happen to me... hahaha... now the both of us can guang ming zhen da de go out le... hahah...

today is the first NP open match... my darling so good come out to pei wo... and oso to watch my match... hahaha... she does so many lovely things at the sports hall.... lovely things such as helping me buy some food as i have to umpire a match.... buy me some drinks as i have to warm up for much.... she even dry me up as i was perspiring all over.... she does all the sweet and lovely things... hahah.... i love her so much... it is juz too bad that she did not see me play in any games today as my opponents did not appear on the court for the game... sorri darling... after badminton we went down to clementi to grap a snack... hahah... then we both left for home... hahah...

few weeks ago i reserved a pandent for my darling bday present... i rushed down to the shop from school at 9pm to pay for it and added a beautiful necklace and got it gift wrap... hahaa... i gave to her today.... she likes it so much hahah... well it is good that she like it cos i was so afraid that she don like it...

i have enjoyed my day with her around... and i hope she have enjoyed hers... it had been a long time since east coast that we can be out so late... hahha....

honey... this is for u... i love u so much that no words can express... but i can onli express my love for u by my actions... with lots of love BK....

the end

2006-04-19T23:54:00.000+08:00

soon the end of another chapter of my life... soon... very soon... 3 days from now i will noe how the ending is going to be like... is it going to be a bad ending or a happy ending... i wish for the best ending in my life... i have told alot of my friends about this... they are fully supportive of me... they have wish me gd luck... luck is not juz wat is needed... i need more then juz plain luck alone... it is not as easy as u think... cos it is going to complicated....

so long

2006-04-11T00:09:00.000+08:00

it has been a very long time since i last updated my belog.. not tat i don wan to update but i was simply lazy.... lol... so far so gd as for me and my darling... lol... we chat till late in the nite almost every nite.... chatting about different things and stuff like that... lol... went out for movie and window shopping... lol... the important thing is the joy and the fun that have spending the time together... lol... hope the ending does not come....

buz com

2006-03-21T09:55:00.000+08:00

being in com is buz lorz... i have to go back to school for extra training... lol... the ex keep saying me... u r AC muz train twice as hard as the others... wa lao... i oso noe lorz... i juz have to train harder and harder... lol... AC = act cute and activity coordinator... lol

yes i am in com

2006-03-09T20:10:00.000+08:00

badminton camp was fun... even though i had alot of free time to chat and play badminton... hahah... got alot of chance to meet new friends in the club.... was fun lorz... i even had a great chance to learn and improve my skill.. hahha... i was glad and stunned at agm to be selected as activity coordinator of the badminton club... so happy to be part of the club... ppl say great power comes with great responsiblity... hahah.... i will work hard to be a gd AC of the club....

hahah

2006-03-03T01:09:00.000+08:00

wed... this day marks the end of my exam... i noe that i will fail at least 2 modules... but hu cares... wait for the result to come out first then decide wat to do la...

after the paper the class went out to party world to party... i got my darling to come along... everyone were enjoying themselve as we all sing and had fun to our fav tunes... i noe my darling had lots of fun... as she likes to sing.... hahah...

thurs... this day is the day that i finally get my cape in sd..... i got a red cape... it have helped me increase my def.. that is something gd.... hahah... finally have convinced my darling to play sd.... but some how as she play i really think that she don like it at all...

now she is playing but juz to keep me accompany.... i feel rather bad... feels like i am forcing her to play as she doesn't wan.... i noe she is like abit angry with me... i juz hope tat she will be angry... sorri dear... sorri...

steading is easy...but...

2006-02-27T22:13:00.000+08:00

haix...being together with my darling is easy.... it has been 4 times that we both have come together.... but for the pass 4 times, we all were seperated cos her parents realli don like me or something... it is sad to come and think that we r soon going to be seperated again... for me... it is hard to find a gf... i can say tat she is the onli gf that i realli have.... one that really does care and realli will be with me for the rest of my life... the painful heart shattering feeling is coming soon i can feel it.... i noe... i don have to wait until the time come to feel heart shattered... cos i noe it is coming...
i had dreams that i am staying with her and stuff like that... but in reality it does not realli seeem to be the way it is in my dream... in fect , it is a total oppsite.... ppl say tat wat happen in dreams are opposite to that of reality.... i hope that it is not like that for me...
sometimes i feel like ending my life but i think again of all the ppl i am going to hurt... my parents, my relatives, my friends (those that realli consider me as friends), my gf and all those that noe me... it is true that in this type of relationship both side will get hurt very very badly....
onli time will tell went i will become the zombie like self again.... wat i can say that if this time we don succeed, it is really heaven will for us to meet but not be together.... when true love come to me, it will end in shattered pieces... i hope that it is not going to be like that... haiz...i am so out...

eg2

2006-02-24T23:48:00.000+08:00

had my maths exam today... EG2... i am so prepared to retake the module again... i am on the verge of failing... lol.... but when i was in the exam hall... i was like half the paper i noe.... hahaha... which is the gd thing.... luckily i have spent 3 nites doing my maths online revision... hahaha..... then i can do so many questions.... i hope i can passs.... i noe it is hard... but i am hoping... after my maths paper... i went to find my darling sarah... hahhah.... she went to the doc cos her cough still not cured yet.... haiz... poor ger.... we went to tiong for lunch..... my darling so nice to me, treat me lunch.... thx dear... love u so much.... haaha.... then went around tiong to see bags... see the bag that i am looking for....then went to her school after which... hahahha....cos my darling wan to go meet up with some friends.... haha... i was like being burnt by the stares of the other gers in her school.... hahaha... walk in got cold sweat... come out so hot... lol...came back to jurong shortly after.....

exams are here

2006-02-23T12:34:00.000+08:00

oh my... the exams are here again... so sianz... all the study study.... the pile of books... aiyo i have to face them so sianz..... it is juz SIANZ.... u noe the word SIANZ.... tmr is my maths paper but yet... there are so many things i still don noe how do... the questions i still don noe how to solve and stuff like tat.... i so afraid that i am going to fail my exam this time.... oh man.. it sounds to terrible... ARG!!!

i'll be missing u

2006-02-21T23:12:00.000+08:00

Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hangin' on the block for dough
Notorious they got to know that
Life ain't always what it seem to be
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone we still a team
Thru your family I'll fulfill your dreams
In the future can't wait to see if you'll
Open up the gates for me
Reminisce sometime the night they took my friend
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When it's real feelings hard to conceal
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still livin' your life after death

Chorus: Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Everytime I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinking of the day
When you went away
What a life to take
What a bond to break
I'll be missing you
(We miss you, Big....)
It's kinda hard wit you not around
Know you in Heaven smilin' down
Watching us while we pray for you
Everyday we pray for you
Till the day we meet again
In my heart is where I keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts, Big, I just can't define
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us and the six shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me takin' flics
Makin' hits, stages they receive you on
Still can't believe you're gone
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still livin' your life after death

Chorus Somebody tell me why...
On that morning
When this life is over
I know, I'll see your face
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Chorus Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Chorus Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day

pink panter

2006-02-21T23:05:00.000+08:00

when out to watch pink panter with my gf... hahah... alot of u don noe rite.... hahah nvm... it was thrilling and humorous movie... any1 that really needs to get a laugh go watch this movie b4 it ends... hahah... the movie is about a crime investigation... i think i better not say if not no one wan to watch already.... hahah.... overall i would say it is good movie to watch... hahah.... i rate it 4/5 for those that is looking for humor but 3/5 for those looking for love story... hahah

Vday my bday

2006-02-15T09:54:00.000+08:00

ytf was vday... it is oso my bday... hahah... was an enjoyable day as some of my classmates went out with me to celebrate... thx to max, song chun, step, marcus, eng ghee and william... no doubt some went back earlier but still i have had an enjoyable time after that...

step, max, song chun and i went to marina bay bbq there have bbq then went over to the arcade to have a race.. haha... thx to max, song chun, step for spending so many hours of my special 20th bday with me... lol... i enjoyed myself by cooking the raw food for them to eat... i seem to like cooking but always for to turn the food over... in the end got burned food instead... in short means that i am a bad cook... hahah... lol...

thx to all that have helped me made my 20th bday an enjoyable one...
there are so many ppl to named... too many to be listed...
thx to all...

3 day new year

2006-02-01T10:02:00.000+08:00

3 days of CNY is over... lost some and won some while gambling... my winning is lesser then my loses.... but it was fun... hahha.. gamble all day long.. hahah... 2nd day i am dam sway man.... thx to my cus... he come to ask me thing keep on tapping my shoulder... dam sway man... from then on i keep losing money all the way... thx ar cuz... but 3rd is my day... i start to win all the way le... lol... if 3rd day he come tap my shoulder i will scold him like helll....

happy CNY too all...

retest coming

2006-01-19T21:08:00.000+08:00

the restest is coming... this i have to pass the papers... if i really don pass i am for sure a gonner... enough o slacking for one term... this term i have to stop slping in class and listen to wat the lecturer have to say... it is getting harder as the days go by...

went for a hair cut... now my hair short short de... lol....

i am a failure

2006-01-09T23:51:00.000+08:00

wat a bomb man... i have totally failed ever single test this semi.... i don noe wat the hell is going on with myself... i did study and put in the effort that is needed... but yet i still did so badly... i don believe it.... is it a curse that is put on me... i no mood la....

end of ct

2006-01-05T20:10:00.000+08:00

today marks the end of my common test.... happy man... can do all the fun stuff again... the books can stay away fro me... onli until nex week.... hahaha... for those that have not ended their common test... continue mugging man... the tunnel of light is coming... u guys got to pull through.... hang in there man...

gtg cya man....

i am back

2005-12-29T00:02:00.000+08:00

i have returned from me holiday at malaysia... it was a cold holiday.... freezing at genting... lol... wear jacket still cold... haha... wtf.... the food was not too bad.... the excitment was ok but the weather was one hell of a horrible... rain most of the time..... the theme park was poorly maintained... and i nearly lost my life up there... esp at the free falling... i was so scared when i was at the free fall cos there is nothing to rest ur legs on... then coming down u feel like u are going to lose ur life... lol...scared like hell.. lol... i am nv going to take that ride again... had many round of gambling with my family... playing jim rummy... lol... lost some but won in the end... haha....

bbq nite

2005-12-20T23:56:00.000+08:00

had an enjoyable time at bbq nite... haha... it is my class gathering... almost every1 turned up for it... there were so much food... so bbq the food all nite... until no more raw food left i guess.... haha...

went to rent bike to cycle all nite... early in the morning 2am cycle to changi airport... from east coast mac all the way to changi airport... ahaha.. the whole journey took about 40 minus to go changi and 30+ minus to come back... lol... my first time i go to changi airport by bike... haha... oh ya one more thing... i got butt sore after cycling all nite.... lol...

come back already play cards and chat all the way until morning... haha....overall i find it enjoyable and fun... thanx to the whole class for making this happen... hahha... study hard for the common test man...

my uncle changed job

2005-12-18T22:38:00.000+08:00

my uncle have change company.... haha... blanja my family go out for lunch... we all went to north point makan nais brani... haha... very nice sia... i noe y he say this store nasi brani is the best.. haha.... the bad thing is that... we have to wait very long for a table...lol...

badminton was not too bad... lost one game n won the rest of the other matches.... haha... i have probs with my new smashing technique... don noe y... i use this technique the shuttle always hit the white tape of the net... lol... think i got to jump higher... haha.... i will try to get this new technique improved fast.... my worry now is my mp99 string... going to burst le.... i scared play then suddenly burst... then have to use my bao bei armortec 800df.... heart pain to use it... lol....

week down

2005-12-16T15:45:00.000+08:00

real stupid week it has been.. dam week... so many test so many things to do... sick of this week... sem to be in a teenage burn out recently... so down in badminton... don really have the mood to play.... took some time to visit the bball court... but yet still feel so dead and moody.... i am try to get around ppl tat i noe and try to make them go out... but don seem to be successful.... oh well wat is the use.... so griddy today... muz be the lack of slp after playing bball ytd... oh i am facing the burn out... so burn... turning black soon....

slow end to the week...

2005-12-10T00:46:00.000+08:00

wat a slow end to the week... at least it is a much better day compared to wat happended ytd... feeling much better after taking a walk out of the house...

lesson is gd... haha... but my stupid laptop got alot of prob le.... it is getting slower... may be becos of the adware files that i deleted... i will get it reformatted when the holidays come.....

total turn around

2005-12-08T23:22:00.000+08:00

wat a total around day it has been... began my day well and ended it worse then some fucking piece of shit... it is so dam shit.... i wish to identify the probs and troubles... i don wan it to repeat... y can't my life be as colourful as some others... y are there so many barriers of troubles juz blocking my way to a joyful and colourful life... ppl say i think too much... may be they r rite..... i am thinking too much.... some times the troubles get so intense that i will start cursing and swearing to god for giving me this horrible life... it is worse then a nightmare... for 19 years not many great events have happened to me... i have no great achievements and no one to really trust me when i say i can things that others cannot... i don wan to list examples if not other ppl will say that i am this and i am that... i don mean that i don wish to be bothered about wat other think... i am bothered... i am giving my best shot at changing... i have disappeared from this surface of the earth for 2 years... no one noes where i went... no one noes the news of me except for my parents... i am so fed up with myself sometimes that i wan to end my life... the pain inside cannot be healed, the blood keep flowing out... the wounds is juz growing bigger and bigger...

in my life there are so many questions but i have no answer for them... i beat that god don even have the answer.... if not god will come to earth and enlightened me... i am not saying that i can see god... god live inside of us...
but yet the answers juz don surface when the problem comes... i juz dislike days when there is a gd start but always a bad end... sometimes i don wish to come home is because when i come home, the problems arises...i don to end eat day with a moody face, i wan to smile to the end of the day....

wat is life actually... the growth and death of a living thing.... is that the answer... no one that i noe of have the answer to this question... i don mind spending money on things that others like but i mind ppl think that the item is not sincere..... i am changing for god sake.... juz give me more time.... i doing my best...j juz give me time...

bdaminton is gd

2005-12-05T00:19:00.000+08:00

had an extremely great at badminton today.... had not lost a single game today at badminton... i don mean that my opponents are weak or anything.... they r strong... among my opponents are my father and uncle roger... can say that uncle roger is my shi fu...... cos he taught me the actual way of playing badminton... like a coach.... he told me my smash not strong enough yet... cos my adap muscle not tat strong yet.. haha....

muz be still high after ytd lunch ba.... haha....

excitment after badminton training

2005-12-04T00:34:00.000+08:00

there were some excitment after badminton training.... i actually told them that i had something on and have to leave early so the committee members allowed me to leave early... the actual reason was to go out with miao zhi and cindy for lunch and walk walk around... marcus helped to get every1 to go together...... if he nv told me, things like this will not have happened today...

when we all met up at jp, we went to pizza hut to makan....there is like so much fun makaning together.... all the jks and joy came out... i think this is wat i am missing out during my sec school days... hanging out with friends is really is missing out in my life during my younger day.... ok back to today....

b4 the food came, alot of jks were told... like marcus and cindy wore black shirt and i and miao zhi wore the white then was like trying to make us sit together and makan and stuff... welll... in the end nv did... haha... miao suddenly took pictures with her hp.... ahha.... took every1 photo... don noe do wat... every1 all act cute.... i admit i oso acted cute... haha...

after makan i paid the bill then all pay their fair share of it... i told them not to include the extra charges so they juz paid their maken share... hhaha... wat i think is that every1 enjoys themselve.... we soon left pizza hut and went to pasa ma lum and have a walk... eat full le walk around is gd... walk about 1 hour the 2 ladies left... they wanted to go shopping... so we all went home....

it had be quite a joyful day as i would say.....

the name Gaaraz

2005-11-30T17:55:00.000+08:00

it took me so long to noe y i was given the name gaara. i mean in the RO and maple, even no in sd i am also gaaraz.... lol rite... oh well let me explain... gaaraz is a char in naruto, he is born with out parents.... ever since birth no one liked him, as in dislike him some how... he has received no help from anyone... he has been fighting himself to become strong... due to this he is one of naruto strongest char in naruto....

tom yun goong

2005-11-12T23:47:00.000+08:00

today went with ray and mk to watch tom yun goong... it is a great action moive... haha...full of thai boxing moves... arms, legs and neck breaking action... abit violent if i would say... i could not imagine the pain that will be inflected on me if my limps were broken by brutal force... haha.. to me the whole movie send out one msg.. and it is to protect endangered animals not take them as food to consume... the lead actor is so cool when does all his thai boxing moves... wao.. power... i love the round house kick... it k ppl instantly... haha... i will rate this movie 4 of 5 stars... gd movie to watch... don miss it..

new skin

2005-11-10T22:59:00.000+08:00

this is my new skin for my blog.... featuring the new EVO8 and skyline 34... both are high powered cars... i choose this skin is basically i like cars... and further more this are the 2 cars which i like best... enjoy the cars... haha

dumb week

2005-11-05T15:29:00.000+08:00

this week have 2 public holiday and is oso the week that i have to go back to school... back to school is gd... fun... back with all my schoolmates... the dumb thing about this week is that i onli attend school on 1,3,5.... and 2,4 of the week is public holiday.... i wonder y can't they juz start school next week... so stupid... though of pon school this week... but i be gd boy go school la... 85% attendance is important if not i get debarred from exam....

resigned

2005-10-22T14:58:00.000+08:00

today i resigned from work.... 1 month and 2 weeks i have been working.... it has been a stressful time at work... but overall it is entertaining... alot of drama happened during work... i missed the ppl there... but not the work... all of them are very caring and helpful... may be i will go back and work there next holiday... haha

thanx to those that have tag in my tag box during my absence...

buz working

2005-10-04T14:29:00.000+08:00

recently very tired due to work... so nv update my blog.... work is ecoming rather boring cos everyday i am doing the same stuff.... no new stuff to be done.... it is so boring... sometimes i juz don feel like going to work but i can't...

i'll be missing u

2005-09-13T15:31:00.000+08:00

When you went away

What a life to take

What a bond to break

I'll be missing you

(We miss you, Big....)

Its kinda hard wit you not around
Know you in Heaven smilin' down
Watching us while we pray for you
Everyday we pray for you
Till the day we meet again
In my heart is where I keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts, Big, I just can't define
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us and the six shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me takin' flics
Makin' hits, stages they receive you on
Still can't believe you're gone
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still livin' your life after death

Chorus
Somebody tell me why...
On that morning
When this life is over
I know, I'll see your face
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day

Chorus
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day

Chorus
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day

sec day of work

2005-09-13T15:27:00.000+08:00

today had a really gd time at the factory while working... got time to explore the warehouse... haha... and it was so much better then ytd... i was still working in the same area but today i got to move around... got to use the fork jack to push the goods around... haha... time pass very quickly oso... haha... which is a gd thing... haha..

first day of work

2005-09-13T14:21:00.000+08:00

first day of work was boring.... b o r i n g...... got to attend lecture b4 can work... then have to go for test then can do the actual work... today was rather slack... did not do much... most of the time i was standing in the same place not walking... looks worse then a dead fish.. ahaha...

i knew i love u

2005-09-03T00:37:00.000+08:00

Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
There's just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyesI see the missing pieces
I'm searching forI think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I've found you
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

sat badminton training

2005-08-28T14:55:00.000+08:00

omg... badminton training today reminds me of bball training that i used to have... long time nv have such training... then feel like so fierce like that... omg... my calf muscles and my back hurts so much... then practice net play cross court and lobbing cross court... i love it but is so tiring... no strength le... haiz.... dead tired... haha...

the pain is here

2005-08-26T14:49:00.000+08:00

i was having this really sharp aching pain in my heart as i was walking from the bball court after sw to canteen 2.... i don noe y the pain is there and such... may be becos i noe i am fighting a losing battle and i am going to get another set back....

well as time goes by this pain will remain and nv fade away... it is all of the pain from my past experiences... those really terrible experiences that i had my first gf and my sec gf... some how i find that there is this barrier in love that i cannot pass... this barrier is the barrier is the onli thing tat bring me apart from the one i really love whole heartedly and myself... i spent alot of time thinking about how my life has been ever since birth... i am like an extra... onli noe how to make others angry and comsume oxygen....

i can't do some small little things...i don noe y... even if i managed to do so... i am not able to do it welll... i am like quite useless...haiz... y can't this painful feeling juz go away... it makes me cry when it comes... i can't hold back the tears...

i like someone but i don dare to do wat i muz... i am so scared... scared that it will happen again...

one day of excercis

2005-08-26T14:47:00.000+08:00

in the morning went out for badminton at jurong east sports complex.... i was playing all the way for 2 hours... i was not really tired as i still feel very normal... full of strength.... rushed home to get ready for school...

had bball training in the afternoon... i was like sian... that lecturer again... she still wan to give me attitude... i was like don care la... then go shoot the bball... i was practicing on my 3 pointers... i am onli able to show at 45 degree angle.... most of them entered nicely... haha...then i went over to do some layups.... i am really rusty at lay ups.... don noe how long nv lay up le... hhaa... at least i still have the touch....

back at jurong daddy called me asking if i wan one more round of badminton.. with my uncle friends... they are all from Emerson company... the company which my uncle used to work in... haha... they plat really very fast... i was not really up to it... cos long time nv had such a fast paced game le..... it was very thrilliing.... in order to earn one point , got to play like more than one minute.... all running around , smashing and lobing.... wa.... this really drained me... my uncle friend all very friendly... haha....

wat a day i have had....

10days nv blog le

2005-08-19T13:51:00.000+08:00

wa.... 10 days nv blog le... then my blog is so quite... no one come tag de...nothing really happened the last 10 days... cos i was like sick... so was more indoor most of the time........ sick cannot go out.... sianz lorz... stay at home do some EG1 mol and eletech web tutorial... play online games then relax one corner....

well... i was mia from the badminton court for one week... so i started off the badminton games with some tricks and lobs... all my lobs all out de... i think i become stronger le... haha.... my wrist power increased le... haha... as for my tricks i took from all the national players de... and it works... slowly i started to smash... my smashes are powerful and fast today... haha... that is a gd sign for me as i am slowly improving...

rushed to school to do project cos muz hand in today... so quickly do as much as we can then go for cats lesson without lunch.... later do presentation and introduce our artifact to the class... got it done and over with...

during SW it was raining... then the stupid teacher don believe that i juz recovered from flu and gave me 2 options.... one is to shoot the basketbal in the rain and 2 do her physical training... then i was like wat the fuck... i don wan to do... cos the stupid rain spoil my mood of playing and doing anything... then i was like i juz recovered from flu if u don believe go check with MDE department... then she say don try to be funny... i told her i not trying to be funny for it is true then she don believe... then don care la i go under the rain and shoot lorz...

now i have a heavy head.... got headach.... feeling sick.... all becos of that teacher fault... dam u.....

voiceless day

2005-08-09T14:34:00.000+08:00

i am so voiceless today... i almost lost my voice completely.... my throat is so pain... i was eating anthing to do with soup today... like fish soup and noodle soup... haha... i try toking but almost no sound came out.... feel so sick with out voice... haiz....

all drained

2005-08-08T14:25:00.000+08:00

i am all drained... so flat... but played badminton with my family members... i was slacking while playing... was not really play my usual... i was slow... my strokes are weak... and i was resting most of the time...

i was not feeling very well either... was having a terrible sore thraot.... my throat is so pain.... i nearly don have any voice to tok le... i think tmr really got no voice to tok...

my laptop crashed... lucky for me is the OS crashed then i can service it and not the hardware crash...i took a whole day fixing the prob...
sianz man.. all my stuff in my laptop gone...

a crashing lost

2005-08-07T14:18:00.000+08:00

i crashed out flat in the NP open today.... losing 2 - 15, 6 - 15.... wat a trash by badminton club seniors gave me... real flat... i was thinking i will have a much better score but this is not wat i expected... i was too tired and being over powered by my opp.... my partner and i was juz too tired to carry on playing le...

well... over all i had a gd game... it was full of drops smashed and net play... so fun... haha... i am not really disappointed... i am more glad to noe where i stand... haha

tgif

2005-08-06T14:15:00.000+08:00

TGIF man...oh ya it is a friday and tmr is my quarter finals badminton match against my badminton seniors...i already had this mental preparation that i am going to lose this round but i will give it all i got...will be slping early cos i need all the slp i can get... i am so tired...

zzz

all flat

2005-08-05T14:17:00.000+08:00

i am all flat today... had badminton in the early morning and had bball in the evening.... i am all beat... during badminton i don noe wat came over me... i become like a pro... make ppl run and trick them all over... usually they make me run but today i make them run... haha... it is fun watching ppl run anyway.... rushed home bathed and rushed to school for sw.... i was slping during sw lesson cos i too tired le... so i dozed off for almost all the lesson... then went for sw.. did the usual things... warm up... do drills then play games... was so bored due to the weather.... sianz....

i am out of juice...

lab test

2005-08-03T14:10:00.000+08:00

oh man... lab test...i almost forgotten all the things that i have learned during practical... then i was like not very sure how to do le...then i do until i got a terrible headach... cos i forget how to connect the circuit.... omg.... then think for like half an hour then managed to get it done... i rushed through the rest of the paper... cos time is running out... do finished le then i relax until the teacher collect the paper back....

can relax for a while le.... this week is so buz.... that is gd for me....

yeah i am in the quarter finals

2005-08-02T14:56:00.000+08:00

had my last qualifying badminton games today.... i was thinking that i am going to lose this match cos i am totally not fit for this round of the tournment... my partner noes it... but we do all we can... during the game i played normally... my opponents sure put up a fight... i was worried that they not happy with the game then wan to fight... cos they like ah bang patern... i scared man.. they not bad sia... i smashed 3 hard smashes they returned give me... power man... then the 4th one i over powered the smash and it went out.... sian... then first game they lead first then we chased them and got a win 7-4.... wa very fast game we play.... second game was fun of tricks... then my partner was getting nervious... i try caiming him down.... well... his nerviousness paid off... cos he was the one that got us the final point to win.... final score 7-4 7-2....
next round is the quarter finals le.... our opponents are our badminton club ppl... haha... the very the strong lorz... i think this time sure get kicked real hard....

tmr is sec round

2005-08-01T14:27:00.000+08:00

sec round of the NP open for doubles... even though my partner and i trashed the previous team flat... but tmr's game is when all the pressure begins...
i am not in gd condition for the game... my right shoulder hurts.... my bicept hurts.... and so does my knees.... my brains hurts for i am planning a battle plan of how to play this game out....
it seems so hard as my opponent are the part that have silent my friends... i wan kick them out... not take revenge.... i don wan revenge... i don wan to play with fear nor anger... i wan a normal game full of smashes and drop shots.....
i call my partner up tell him all this.... i told him don blame me if i did not perform the way i used too... he understands.... he noes it... i wan to thanx him for his understanding...
no matter wat they throw at me i will return it to them with more power... and tricks... i will give all i can... i muz win this losing battle...

food for though
losing battle can be won

badminton comp

2005-07-31T14:07:00.000+08:00

in the morning went for badminton competition.... waited for the games to start... wait until 10.45am then i can get my first match.... i lost in the singles 3-7, 7-1, 4-7.. that is the second round score... the first round had no score... cos my opponent did not appear... so i walked over...
after the singles ended my friends and i play badminton in the hall until the doubles start... lucky for me that my first game was against weak players.... so we swoop the game from them...7-0 7-0... and we did it in less then 10 minus.... very de fast... haha.... i now feeling so shack le.... no power le....

one more day

2005-07-30T14:02:00.000+08:00

it is now one more day to the badminton competition.... i am so afraid of wwat is going to hit me in the face... well... i have already expected a losing battle.... i am ready for it... i will be giving alll i got.. wat ever i can do i will do all i can...i am tired le... going to slp now...

tired out

2005-07-29T14:48:00.000+08:00

woke up early in the morning and went out to play badminton with those crafty uncles and aunty.... they make me run until i tired le..... i was practicing my net play all the while...
after badminton i rushed home to get my lesson stuff and took a bath and went over to school.... in cats class(meow meow) i was slping all the way as the lecturer was teaching us stuff.... today's lecture was really boring so i was a slp... and of cos i was already totally drained from badminton this morning...
had sw... did the usual stuff had running, warm up, drills.... the drills was really topid today.... make us do through pass then bounce the ball 3 times and pass it at half court... everyone muz do it for one minute... during free play i did not feel like playing so i went over to the gers court and shot some hoops... then eileena wans the bball in my hand then she try to get it... then i siam the first time and gave her the bball.... cos her hand was like going to slap me.... then second time she wan the bball again... then i say "u wan the bball come and get it" haha she really come and try to get it... i dribble all around protecting the ball... we like playing defence and offence.. she is trying to steal the ball i defending the ball.... we went on for like one hour... i gave her the ball in the end... i not so bad hearted.... i wan to create fun for others... at the same time i can train my dribbling.... hahah
i am so drainned... going to slp le....

food for though
slp early wake up early

another lecture day

2005-07-28T14:24:00.000+08:00

was very lazy to get out of bed... but no choice got to attend lecture... got to school and met marcus and his friend from my lecture group... then they go buy breakfast... i went over to step there... she was with yi hui... they oso at atrium... yi hui left for lesson then i and step was walking to the lecture hall... chat alittle.... was not really paying attention to the lecture... i was more interested with cars... i was checking out skyline,evo8,350z and lancer... i was going through the infor of each and every single car... the performance... the interior... the exterior..... then went for eletech lecture... had one hour plus lesson... then went for lunch... louis called me to meet him at canteen one there.... then i went over... becos MK wans to buy MP99 ffrom him... he gave me the money ytd... so i have to be the middle man.... get the goods and pay the supplier...
after lunch went for COMPRO.... the lecturer was like reminding us of the project that muz be shown to her this friday.... i was like ok.... after compro... was suppose to have group project... but the gers had something to do... they suggested that they do the power point and we guys source for infor and do the presentation... was like quite fair... they have there point proven... i agree with their point.... the job for the guys was not to tuff... it is agreeable upon....
went out juz now to give MK his new weapon.... he was not used to it... but after stroking he slowly got alittle used to it... well... MP99 is a great weapon for badminton... now back home relaxing in front of my laptop..

day by day passed
the joy that i was looking for nv occured to me
here i am waiting and waiting
waiting for the time to come

food for though
get used to the weapon b4 using it for competition

disappointment man

2005-07-27T14:19:00.000+08:00

today got back my common test result... eg1 and eletech... was so disappointed with the result.... i didn't really study but i was juz flipping through the questions and trying to understand the solutions to the questions... i got 55 for maths and 76 for eletech... i did not practice for maths so if i get this marks i really deserve it... it was me that did not do any practice.... as for eletech i was having a target of A... but i fell four marks short...

i waiting all day...
standing by the window
wondering when will be that day
the day that i am not alone
the day that i can happily enjoy
the day where i can share my time with someone...

food for though
practice makes perfect

first day of school reopen

2005-07-26T14:06:00.000+08:00

finally back in school again... feel so gd to be back... no more four walls and no more lonely times... haha... how great.... morning went for eeps at a diff block then diff lecturer... watched some safety video clips then don some minior practical... then go for lunch... had a 2hour+ lunch break... went over to canteen one to eat... long time nv beeen there to eat... all had jap food... haah... after filling our empty barrels we went over to the library... sook ping and song chun was really tired so they slpt... while step went out the library looking for books.... and me... i confined myself to one corner of the banch and play NFS... i can't walk around and accompany step cos if i walk away then song chun or sook ping or step laptop got stolen then i in big trouble le... during eecad i did wat i have to do... then hand in lorz... the following week got test le... sian... test again...
now relaxing at home.... watching tv..... playing games and dling stuff....

food for though
cheap but no gd

badminton day

2005-07-25T14:52:00.000+08:00

woke up real late this morning... woke up at 11am... omg... half the day gone... it was like rainning so it was so nice to slp so i keep on slping.... hAd a really really weird dream... i don noe how to explain oso... i had to drag myself out of bed and get ready to go JP for an hair cut.... at the same time i bought lunch for my family... i bought them vegetarain rice........ i think it is spelt this way ba... met up with MK then went home... MK and i sat in front of the screen for almost 2 hours after i had my lunch... playing C&C generals... MK is abit mad de.... set 3 brutal enemies.... i was like u siao ar... how u going to play... they far more stronger then us.... so i quite his sever then i create a map with 2 hard enemies... haha.. then we fight until hai gu... click until very fast... after the game went for badminton...
MK played really poorly today... he muz be tired from ytd ba....oh well.... i tried to take on 2 crafty old man as he was like shack already... and yet again i did not have a rest... cos my aunt and uncle nv come... they send their kids here then left... nv give any infor about anything... but one excuse... they sick... aiya... irresponsible parents... my aunt principle of school can take care of 700 over ppl but cannot take care of 4.... ever now and then muz call my mummy and daddy go help them take care... wat they take my parents for man.. maids and butlars... y can't they call others... y muz be mine parents.... if so incapable of caring for them then don have kids la....haiz....i don mind them asking for help.... but not everytime rite??? my daddy need to work and my mummy is sick... still ask them to help.... change helper la....

food for though
irresponsible parents make bad kids...

i am all beat

2005-07-24T14:52:00.000+08:00

i am all beat today... woke up at 8.13am... called MK come over to my place to play lan again... then waited for daddy to come back from work to bring us go play badminton... went for badminton early beocs daddy car got prob so went over to the workshop to get it service first then go to safra mount faber... i pay for the taxi fare to go there then daddy pay for lunch... MK and i share a small snack... at the court onli have 5 players... i mean my this group of players... then poor me had no rest for 2 hours... play all the way... now no energy le.... so slacking in front of my laptop....

food for though
no energy, blank brain...

tired day

2005-07-23T14:07:00.000+08:00

i spent a whole day out... actually at the bball court... playing bball all the way.... mummy called me at 4++pm but i was playing bball... so nvm answer... she called me to ask me to help her carry stuff from ntuc back home.... so i did with out any questions ask... after doing so i went back to the bball court.... play more bball until my ankle really hurts then go home... reached home at about 10pm... haha... ankle pain.... had my dinner then now online relax one corner.. haha...

i need someone to keep me warm
to think of me
give me tlc
hear me out
i was hoping tat u are the one

food for though
do and die but nv ask y

repair day 2

2005-07-22T13:56:00.000+08:00

repair day 2..... late morning went ice skating with sook ping, step, song chun, suhadi, step's friend and myself.... i have nv skate b4... fell badly once... hurt my elbow and left rib... buise ba... hope not broken... cos i fell hard.... slowly i start to learn how to move but nv learn how to brake.... everytime i brake i fell.... lucky i skating along the side railing.. so held on to the railing... so nv really got wet la... coming to the end of the session i fell badly... twisting my ankle and knee... and worse of all cosing sook ping to fall... how she is alrite... my ankles really painful now.... knee still quite alrite...
went over to uncle roger's place to assemble his desktop again... cos his mother board is back from servicing... haha.. so go do lorz... slowly limping to his house and after finishing the job i limp back home... now lying on my comfy bed... hope the pain go away tmr... ouch!!!

finding a hand to hold
looking for a home to call my own
waiting for the one that truely love me
feeling the love we can give
sharing the joy
the pain
and the tears
i need someone to share this with me

food for though
falling afew time and u learn..

repair day

2005-07-21T14:51:00.000+08:00

early morning i got up even though i slpt at 3 last nite... cos playing games ma.. took the mother board out of my desktop... cos faulty so went down to AMK to get it changed.... took my time to take MRT and bus down lorz... got a new mother board... so happy... rushed home to assemble it.... then as i was trying to install windows the topid cd rom don read... topid... then i go buy new one... so sad... cost me $69... this month one spare cash le... sob sob.... in the end got my desktop fixed....spent a day doing up my desktop... juz to get it work for my family to use...

food for though
don try this at home

eg1

2005-07-20T14:45:00.000+08:00

today had eg1 common test... did the same stuff as ytd... but this time suhadi called me... haha... so went over to block 50... waited for the paper to start... i do until i very clod le... but luckily i finished my paper b4 leaving... so questions i don noe... but i try...
after paper ended my classmates and i went to chun tin road for lunch... there we tok and laugh... i guess i said something wrong again... haiz... my topid mouth... gd for eatin onli... once done with lunch we all went pool... play for like 1 hour plus then left le... the gers went off earlier... they nv play much.. they were more like watching all the way... ask them to try they don wan... haiz....
back home i was spending some time with my laptop playing games...
i going to play games... haha... common test over...

eletech

2005-07-19T14:36:00.000+08:00

today had eletech common test...my mind was all eletech... went to school with the worksheets in my hands... reading and understanding the methods of how to do the questions... i was thinking tat i was late already... but when i arrived at block5... i nv see a single soul... then kan jiongness kick in.... i calll step, no one answer, call song chun, nv answer, call suhadi oso the same... then suhadi came out of the lift... then i relax le... went to the exam classroom shortly... then read the paper... i was like so blank lorz... as i was doing everything came back to my mind...

after the paper ended i went back home to go through my eg1 stuff... cos tmr got eg1... i go revise le...

tired

2005-07-18T14:22:00.000+08:00

got up very early in the morning... had my breakfast then go through eletech questions... i was like revising my questions until daddy come back then say wan to go temple and pray to my late Grand grandparents and grandparent fot their resting place have been changed... so i told him i have to go over to uncle roger's place to check his desktop.... then as we walked to the carpark i asked if i can drive.... he agreed to allow me to drive... haha.... so i was already dam happy... after nearly 2 months i finally get to be behind the wheels again.... as i was driving i saw my friend at the back of his dad's lorry... i waved to him.... he was like shocked to see me driving... haha.... i be gd driver slowly follow the lorry tail... haha... follow until the expressway.. i see the time was already late for my appointment with uncle roger... so i do something daddy always do... over took the lorry by cutting 2 lanes... and accelerate quickly... i was not speeding... onli going at 80 - 90 km/h... haha... daddy onli allow me this speed limit.... ahaha... reached my uncle's place 7 minus late... oh well i got down to work and discovered a burnt socket on the mainboard... so i unplugged everything and went off to the temple... at the temple as i was praying i felt very giddy.. don noe y... my eyes became blur... but once i got out of the temple i was fine.... weird... went to sim lim square with uncle roger to send the mainboard for servicing... haha.... and go to cdans for badminton... family day...
i guess i was already very tired so played rather poorly today... got home after dinner and got to my books... ahaha... now going to slp le... tmr morning wake up look through again... ahaah

my day for sports

2005-07-17T14:20:00.000+08:00

today is saturday and it is the day i do sports... late morning going for badminton together with MK to play with some very pro players.... they thrashed me flat.... oh my... i think my skills in badminton really dropped alot.... comparing to the last time i play with them.... i find tat the last time was still better.... had lunch at 3+pm... hungry like anything... we ate near safra mount faber... haha... the 2 of us ordered quite alot.... and we managed to finished it all up... haha...
went back home after that... MK followed me back... i quickly got changed to my bball shirt.. and when walking around... MK was so gd that he accompany me until it is about time for bballl...then he go back... haha....
i went over to the court my bball friends already started playing without me... sob sob.... nvm i join in the fun... there is one ger that play with us... she is jia jun from jurong sec... school team... ok ok la... she sour me all the way... then the whole team was like souring me oso lorz... moreover i oso too tired to even open my golden mouth to say anything... so i din even bother... as i was about to go back she came to me and sorri... i was ok la.. nvm de... cos i already dead tired....
6 hours of sports in total... wao... my left knee is aching pain now... feeling like slping soon..

food for thought
no pain no gain...

out at orchard

2005-07-16T14:49:00.000+08:00

met up with suhadi in school to do our c++ mini project... we did it at the atrium... spent like 2 and a half hourz doing on the programming and finding the problem that we are going to use... amazingly we completed stage one in 2 hours and that includes the programming part... haha...

after that went over to canteen one for lucnh... i had jap food... i find it quite reasonable... cos the food is gd.... taste is there... not really like jap foood but more like chinese food.... but better grade... ahah... then suhadi had hala food... we went over to orchard to get suhadi's floorball stick... we took the bus then we were like sourcing around for ger.... then notice one thing... the gers at bukit timah are too rich.... not money rich... hope u noe wat i mean... reached far east plaza then went into a shop... this shop onli selll yonex items... then suhadu picked up a racket that cost $551... then i told him that is a limited edition racket onli 500 around the world... haha then he quickly put it back... haha... so we sourced around for his floorball shop... then ended up at far east shopping centre.... there we found the shop... haha.... the sales personal was like not much older then me... and they were like pro floorball players.... they taught the both of us the proper way sweeping the ball.... haha... they oso very chio lorz... but all got bf le... ahaha.... cos when suhadi went out to draw money to pay for his stick... all their bf called at the same time... hahaha... wat a jk... they very very friendly... one of them asked me if i play floorball.... so i said ....used to... but now i am a badminton player.... haha.... her reply was i oso play but not very gd... it is easy to pick up but not easy to master it.. when suhadi came back he paid and we left.. haha... go sit at the cafe(home made cafe).... eat some snacks and had some drinks.... then we took the train back... haha....
at nite went out with MK to walk walk... actually he walked i cycled... then he hopped on my bike so i ferried him around.... when speeding too.... on the road... haha....
on the way back my gears are bursted... guess juz now i drag too much.. haha... i will do the repairing and tuning myself after common test.... now play maple story... haha...

food for though
don drag ur gears if not they end up like mine...

juz another day

2005-07-15T14:23:00.000+08:00

got up in the morning to go play badminton with the old anuty and uncles.. they very tricky.. make me run all over the place... so i smash until they cannot see the shuttle... haha.. rush back home to bath and change and go to school for my eletech remedial lesson... had my lunch in school... at first buy one sandwich de... then was like not full.. so went out to eat more... hhaha... came back for lesson then i was like doing the questions that mr koh gave... finished le i relaxed one corner with my mp3 player listening to all sorts of diff music.. haha...but b4 that i lend step my zen mirco to listen to songs... then she wanted afew songs from me then last at nite i send it to her...
after lesson i went over to uncle roger place to do up his desktop... i found that there is no prob with his desktop.... but when mark who is my cus use... he desktop keep shutting off... weird rite.... i guess the desktop like me more... haha... well i assembled it... hhaa....
as i was on the way home i met one of my close school mate... yi ting.... haha.... she changed so much i could recongise her... her bday next week.. on tuesday... then she was like i wan this initial d soundtrack... so she pleaded me to buy give her... so ok lorz... i will de.... haha... as long as i can afford...hhaa....
back at home i am playing maple story... haha.. up by 4 levels... quite gd le la...haha.. now writing this blog then going to slp le...

food for though
ppl change as the world spins....

my desktop broke down

2005-07-14T14:24:00.000+08:00

woke up early this morning trying to solve the pro that my desktop is having.... reformatted it.... installeed a few programs then cannot install any more le.. i was bursting like a volcano having tried everything that can be done but yet it still doesn't work... oh man.... i called corebell to ask them for assiatance... then they tell me to bring the mother board down to check.... so i will go down next week... and get it check... this topid motherboard already had prob when i bought it for the 3rd week.... now then i wan to repair... after one year... well it is under warrenty anyway.... so... went to the bank during lunch time with mummy to get my bank bk changed... and deposited some money in... then go to kfc for lunch... she is buying so i lag back lorz... haha... she bought cheese fries my favourite at kfc haha... walked around jp then went back to study eletech.... oh..... i am still at the beginning of eletech... it is going to be a long way b4 i finish... haiz...

food for though
if u have headach take panadol..

slow study day...

2005-07-13T14:00:00.000+08:00

raining in the morning.... wa so shiok to slp but i got to wake up as i have to meet ah ping and step in school to study.... so i rolled on to the floor to get me awake... do all the things that i have to do then get going to schol... by the time i am on the train it is already 11.10am....i was late lorz.... when i reached there onli step was studying... so i quickly had my lunch and join in the pleasure of studies.... i was studying softly... hahaha... study for like about 2 hours then i suggested to go bukit timah with step... since she say she nv been there b4.... went walking around the market area and the shopping centre... then step going to orchard to meet her friend... she asked me which bus to take... so i said 171... but she say she remember that 75 got go orchard so she go assk the bus driver.... haha.... then bus driver was on my side... haha.. so we took 171 i alighted after 3 stop and took 154 all the way back to jurong... on the bus i dosed off.... had a terrible weird dream.. quite frightening.. haha...... reached jurong le i went up to MK place there study.. haha... went back at about 7pm and slack at home.. no study mood le...
food for though
sometimes got to believe wat others say...
esp if they are honest....

oh man...

2005-07-12T14:39:00.000+08:00

early morning went out to the badminton court at jurong sports complex to play with the crafty uncles and aunties... they seem to have improved alot... hmmm.. could be the effect of the aviva open in singapore... cos they went to watch... they are now more hardworking and stronger players... haha.. thursday morning i go play with them again... but i use another tactic...hahha... see wat is the result... test if my ideas work on them... hehe...
rushed home and got changed and went to school for remedial lesson... haha... EG1... lucky i went... he went through 2 years of test papers... exposed myself to the question type... haha.... went back home and did more maths... sooner or later i going mad le.... cos of maths... hahaha...
i finally completed my eletech web tutorial2... haha... now is checking my email and chatting online...

food for though...
change ur tactics once in a while

"U Make Me Wanna"
You know you make me wanna.
You know you make me wanna.
To start it off I know you know me
To come to think of it, it was only last week.
That I had a dream about us, oh.
That's why I am here, I'm writing this song.
To tell the truth you know
I have been hurting all along,
Someway let me know, you want me girl.
Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen.
Oh baby, you're the only thing that I really need.
Baby that's why:
You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.I
know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall
.You make me wanna surrender my soul.
Well I know that these feelings won't end no, no.
They'll just get stronger if I see you again.
Baby I'm tired of being friends.
I wanna know if you feel the same
And could you tell me do you feel my pain?
Don't leave me in doubt.
Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen.
Oh baby, you're the only thing that I really need.
And baby that's why:
You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I'll take you home real quickAnd sit you down on the couch
Pour some Dom Perignon and hit the lights out.
Baby we can make sweet love.
Then we'll take it nice and slow.
I'm gonna t***** you like you've never know before
We're gonna make l*** all night.
You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

lost in u

2005-07-11T14:23:00.000+08:00

this morning... haiz... got rocked out of bed by both mummy and daddy... wa lao... i very tired le... they still like tat... then follow them bring my grandmother out for sight seeing.. haha... had lunch...daddy ordered steam fish... but i some how dare to eat the fish... i am still afraid of the fish bone..... then came back... i went out again to meet MK.... and went to CDANS to play badminton with my mother's side of the family... as i play i felt that my racket felt different... seems to be more powerful then it used too... i guess the string that i changed 2 weeks ago is already seasoned.. haha... i feel like i have greater power smashes and more accurate net plays... haha....
uncle roger passed me his desktop saying tat his desktop got prob wan me to help service it... then i was thinking got virus.... but virus oso not so strong until the desktop cannot on de ma...then i check and check... nothing wrong with the inside wat... i plug in the power cord then got sparks... i was thinking the power cord was loose.... so i adjusted the power pins and try... ok it works.... hhaa... spend like 1 hour on it... omg... scare me... i help him assemble then 3 months later got prob... omg... scared the soul out of me...

now online reading my emails and chatting...

food for though
virus is not strong to destroy u or ur things

LOST IN U lyrics
There's no more waiting
Holding out for love
You are my Godsend
That I have been forever dreaming of
My angel from above
Heaven knows
I'm head over heels and it showsI've played every field I suppose
But there's something about you
When you're aroundBaby
I have foundI get lost in you
What is this feelingI've never known before
That I should touch youSwearing to surrender ever more
That's what I came here forHeaven knowsI'm head over heels and it showsI've played every field
I supposeBut there's something about you
When you're around
Baby I have found
I get lost in a wonderful daze
Lost in your wonderful ways
Heaven knows
When you're around
Baby I have foundI get lost
Heaven knows
I'm head over heels and it shows
I've played every field I suppose
But there's something about you
When you're around
Baby I have found
I get lost in you

omg wat a mistake

2005-07-10T14:35:00.000+08:00

in the morning was like moody like that... then ask MK to come over to my place to play lan.. hahah... then don feel like going for badminton training... so followed daddy go safra mount faber play badminton... reached there police closed the road saying that there is chlorine gas leak... so i was sianz.... come here oso cannot play.... so went home... play lan with MK again then went out for bball...

hmmm... i did not do too badly for bball today... today's game was like the old vs the young... haha... we played three rounds.... the first 2 rounds the young thrashed the old alot... both this rounds add up i score about 5-6 shot ba... had quite afew assist oso... got improvement from last week...
then 3rd round the score was close.... the old was on fire but the young extinguish their flame... haha.. final score for the 3rd round was 11-10.... i scored like 3 baskets.... i was together with the young team... haha...

as i was going home for dinner i met rulang pri badminton coach... he was training her daughter... oso from rulang pri... hahah... so i went home grabbed my reacket and went down to play with them i called MK to come oso.. then we play doubles game 3 matches... MK and i won one but lost the other 2... haha... final score 15-2, 7-15, 13-17...

now at home blogging... haha...

food for thought...
ur hands and ur eyes work together....

lecture day....

2005-07-09T14:17:00.000+08:00

lecture in the morning as usual... got initial d from step... then i was like watching it during both lectures... i was not looking at the drivers... i was noticing the way they drove... their reactions are fast and the drift is very gd.. and is very de funny... laugh my head off... i was watching it for like 5 -6 times today... i wan to learn the drifting but i go no car to drive... sob sob...

had c programming test today... doing the mcq.... which i have nv expected the question to be so out of the world... i do wat i can and got 31/60... i really don noe how to de.... can pass is very lucky le... then do the programming section... got 74 for both programs.. the second one i can get go score cos i don noe how to do the counting of the population... haix... i was aiming at least a B for this subject any way...

stayed at home for the nite... found it very boring... so went to ka jao step... haha... chat with her la... ahah... she is oso on relax mode.... after one week of test it is time for a break... haha....

food for though
facing the 4 walls is boring....

i have learneed

2005-07-08T14:11:00.000+08:00

was so tired that i don feel like getting out of bed this morning... but i told myself that i have got a project to discuss with suhadi... so i dragged myself out of bed and into the bathroom and got ready for my long day... went to school to meet up with suhadi... but met step first... then suhadi came strolling in... follow by ah ping... haha... well... lucky i was at canteen 2 early if not no place to sit for lunch le.... haha...
after lunch went over to BLK4 to retrive my tool box from my locker... then went for CATS.... during CATS i was like so bored then i took out a polarised capaciator and used two wires to wrap the legs of it... got ppl to turn on the power then there was a loud bang... like gun fire shot... so fun.. i was thinking of buying more to play...
had SW after that... i was tired so i slack one corner to watch the others play.... but b4 slacking i was shooting some hoops... then dunno wat came over me... i notice that i have shot 5 consecative 3pointer in a row... oh man.. that is gd news.... cos i though i lost touch le... but nv the less the skilll is still with me... they will not go even if i don wan to play anymore....
went home to do my eletech hw..... now resting... going to slp soon...

food for though
skills remain with u even if u stop playing...

freedom...

2005-07-07T14:25:00.000+08:00

freedom is not juz strength alone or mind alone can control it... the power to do wat u wan and wat u think is rite... wat is juz and in juz... lecture in the morning... was practically toking for EG1 and wsa rather juz listening for Eletech... had lunch with the gers and went for compro... after that wen to my friend's place to watch batman begins... the show was abit dark... so i nv see quite clearly... now at home taking another break after lecture day... haha.... i realised tat i suck... in almost everything.... in everyway... i don look gd at all... i don speak gd... i don look well mannered... and so many many more ways.... i think that i am strong in badminton... but i noe tat i am juz a small fry... like a little fly practically flying round a giant...

i am hurting all over... injuried from my back down... tired... feel like giving up wat i do best which is sports... i wan to stop but there is a force making me play and train...

as i say... i am not like the other guys as in sportman... many ppl watch them, notice them... for me i am special... if i do gd no cares... if i do bad get all the worse comments... i defeat my sec schol bball captain... i am not in the school team.... ppl will go up to him and cheer on him make him feel better... as for me the victor.... is always left in the dark... i stunt the school with wat i noe... and yet ppl give all the bad comments.... haiz... as my msn nic used to say.. bball is my life and badminton is my soul, wat is the use of being gd at it as u r not noticed by anyone...

food for though
being strong is nothing being special is the thing that make u different...

3 tests

2005-07-06T02:02:00.000+08:00

oh man... start off the day with 3 tests.. wat a mistake... failed my EG1 test... cos i don really noe how to do log and inequalities...oh man... got to work on that.... haha... eletech test was quite alrite... i think i got my question 3 wrong... oh man wat a mistake... i really got to brush up le..... then lab test on the dunno wat subject.... once every 2 weeks de.. haha.... found out it was a revision... ok so i did my revision.... then left.... tonite i decided to take a time out... so i was at home playing around with my net work.... tuning it... ahaha... actually i was trying to make a link between my laptop and my desktop.... haha..

food for though
time out is need when u are tired...

feeling better

2005-07-05T02:49:00.000+08:00

i am feeling better now... no doubt the pain and troubles are still there... but i have to put them aside... hu noes how will they affect me next time...
i hope it does not affect me like this time... overall today is a rather fine day... tmr i am going to have 3 test.... wat wrong with the world ma ma.... study eletech... hope i can ace it... haha..

food for though...
problems come and go but friends stay....

in tears in pain

2005-07-04T14:23:00.000+08:00

in my slp i can cry... can feel the tears juz rolling down my cheek... i can wake up and burst into tears... i am in fear, in pain, and in trouble...

i am such a big guy i should not have any fear... i feel the fear and i dunno how can i face it... i am afraid of facing it for it will hurt me....

i am in pain.... pain as in aching all over from my back to my ankles and emotional hurt... as i cry i can feel that my heart is being crushed so badly by an extremely huge material... juz presing down on me.... as for the body
aches... i will experience them everyday... quite usual...

i am in trouble... as in having some problems with my life , family, and so many more probs... these probs r questions that r going round my head everyday... i think of the solution but i juz can't find the answer to it... may be there is no answer to the probs... a player hu always lose... wat am i a loser...

went to the temple in the morning with tears... first thing in the morning my daddy got to upset me by letting me see his car insurance policy... it states that no one can drive his car if he/she is above the age of 26.... then wat the hell i get my driving for... for show is it... as we travelled... i was thinking of the probs with no answer... as i arrived at the temple... i was still dripping... done the prayers and i went to one corner of the temple rather near the sea and started to flow again... it is painful to think about it.. i don wish to but it juz come to me... went to the seaside at changi beach had a strol... and i though y can't my life be like the sea water... juz flowing and flowing...y muz be like this....
as afternoon came my feelings became better... i turn my feelings and mood into a strength ont the badminton court and gave it all out... smashing like hell... the sound of the string was like it is going to break... i was giving a full strength smash all the way... my poor daddy got hit alot of time by my smash poor him... i really don mean it... really...
until now... i am so far so gd... juz hoping that tmr will be a better day...i will try to watch wat i say...

food for though
crying make one feel better.
if u r gd in something does not mean anything u will earn the respect from others by proving it....

down mood

2005-07-03T14:01:00.000+08:00

i am in a down mood all day... so mixed up inside... all my feelings and thoughts are all placed in a giant mixing bowl and mixed up...
alot of things are running through my mine like lightning bolts... haiz.... sighing all day... due to all the probs that i have no answer too... troubled and in pain.... as in heart pain... really had many bad games at badminton... had really bad bball games... cos i can't think of playing bball and all i can think of r the troubles ,the problem and the sorrows... the song heaven knows is the best song that can decribe the way i feel now...

no food for though today....

TGIF

2005-07-02T14:01:00.000+08:00

thank god it's friday... an end to another week... and closer to common test week... looking forward to tmr afternoon training...

had lectures in the morning as usual... during lecture i tried to repair suhadi laptop...but i was unsuccessful... cos his laptop had a hardware prob... i can't open and change the inside of his laptop.... for it will void the warrenty... so i told him to go to acer service centre to get it repaired...

went for lunch and then go for C programming lesson... after that i went over to friend place to check on his desktop... he booked me 2 days b4 le... over there i noticed that his power supply is not enough to generate the processor and the mainboard and there is nothing tha i can do.. haiz... looks like i am really back dated...

oh well.... as ppl say... i am old le...

food for though
get updated often don be back dated...

5 games

2005-07-01T14:24:00.000+08:00

met up with stephanie for lunch today... went to school to eat chicken rice... then she went to the school library... to borrow bks... so i went to draw some money to buy stuff for my project.... satay sticks and masking tape... the idea to use straw and satay stick to make a structure that can with stand weight from a distance above from the ground standing on the table... it is like a competition... my group got the longest distance away from the table with 105cm... haha... group effort works.... haha

after that went for SW.... play 5 rounds of continueous bball... shack man... rain alitttle... but we kept on playing... haha... finished already then come back... to finish up my eletech hw... tmr muz hand in de.... haha..... then play alittle of warcraft3....

Food for though...
the more tired u r the better u play...

underground madness

2005-06-30T14:28:00.000+08:00

everyone was playing NFS underground today... during lecture, COMPRO... all like go the love for it... guess everyone will be like a racing god once they master the game... haha... many r speed demons... oh my better get myself on the ball with this game man... i gues next week or so they will have alan gaming for underground... if so i will stick with my RX8 hhahaha... hu cares about AE86... RX8 is more powerful and better hahah...

early morning met up with step, suhadi and song chun for breakfast... but step and song chun were already so into the game so early in the morning.. haha... well.... i oso start lorz... it is fun and thrilling... even in lectures we play... onli EG1 and during the break time of eletech.... oh man this so fun... my class gers are so on de... all three of them... wao... they getting pro at it... really...

during lunch we all oso play... hahah... during COMPRO was like playing all the way... i have a headach so i took the car out for a spin.. haha..

Food for though
speeding is fun and thrilling....
u control the machine and not the machine control u...

wrong words

2005-06-29T14:02:00.000+08:00

today quite alrite la... juz keep saying the rite words at wrong time an the wrong words at the rite time... funny rite... don get it rite... cos i oso don get it..... went of movie at tiong baru... Initial D... i think i spell correct ... the story line was not gd lorz.... but the driver r dam gd at driviing... they like can do 4 -5 moves in one second.... change gear, turn the steering wheel , step brakes and then the accelerator... i try on my laptop but i can't complete the turn... i wan to learn their way of driving... wa... so nice... the movie got EVO3 ,EVO5,skyline ,FC and AE86... haha...

food for though
drifting is fun but don hit the safty barrier.

idiot teacher

2005-06-28T14:02:00.000+08:00

monday morning was fine.... did practical and had my test... the test was rather ok... then i try to do practical really fast cos i wan to finish and not come for the following lesson.. hahah... had lunch and went for cad lesson...
the F****** teacher has some prob with me sia... he attitude me... ask him for help so many dam bloody times but he like ignore me... then i was like rather furious le.... then he finally come.... he come onli say muz redraw... then i was very irritated and angry.... the worse is that he say things that is totally unprofessional of him...that make me boil... he wan a piece of me then come get it... i am ready...then he restart my notebook.. then i was like waiting for him i very irritated... so i juz redraw la... i noe he have other students to attend too but at least he give a dam bloody reply la... but yet not a single reply.... arg.... could not be bothered... i will not rely much on him from now on... i will get my friends to help me....

Food for thought...
waiting can be irritating....
so don let ppl wait.....

badminton again

2005-06-27T14:43:00.000+08:00

early in the morning my daddy wake me up... he was shacking me up cos i was very tired so he got to shcak me to get me up... aha...then say wan to bring my grandmother to food heaven for breakfast... so i got myself ready and brought my laptop to food heaven to do some c programming... eat already then i sat by one corner so that no one can disturb me then i listen to my MP3 as i do my work... i spent like 30 minus to finish my program so i went to find them.... walk around botanic garden for a while with my sunglasses on and spotted my daddy... so i walked closer... then saw my grandmother and my mummy.... then went to my daddy old house at six avenue where he grew up... my grandmother was so surprised that it has be developed until so nice... hahah cos she long time nv go back there le... daddy drive then turn here turn there until i get headach... oh man...luan le... lost my direction around... went to collect my contact lens at jurong west and buy lunch for the four of us... and went home..

one hour later went for badminton with my mother's side of the family... hahah.. i was so tired so i play alot of net and drop shot.... once awhile i smashed hard... my poor aunt run into the direction of the smash but she wanted to siam it.... so she got smashed... my daddy smashed me at my d**... so i learned something today... was hell of a tired le... wan to go slp soon... org org soon... hahaha

Food for though
it does not pay to smash some one else at the D**
cos u get one in return...

tired by still went for training

2005-06-26T14:36:00.000+08:00

woke up in the morning to go for badminton.. and i was late somemore... late by like 10 minus... ppl already started to do running then i come..they run finish then i finish doing warm up so i nv run... in chinese is eat snake... ahaaha... was already tired.... but still join them to do the rest of the training... like footwork, stroke practice, pumping and sit up... then had 3 games then can dismissed le... the best is the last to come but the first to leave.... ahahaa... during the 3 games i won 2 of them... los the other by juz one point... ahhaha... wat a jk sia....
after badminton went to have lunch and went home to get changed and go to my friend place... he buy new desktop.... pian wo gan qing... he say wan me to assemble one for him then he go buy a new one from acer... long time nv practice assembling desktops le... then was like helping him tap other ppl internet connection.. then can play lan.... ahaha

Food for though
help others , others will help u..

lose again..

2005-06-25T14:40:00.000+08:00

slpt for 30minus in lecture but managed to catch up... 30minus is enough to get me recharged and ready for the badminton matches i had in the afternoon.. played three rounds... won 2 but lost 1.... so disappointed.... 21-5, 15-10, 6-15... then onli got 4th... so disappointed alittle more then i can get 3rd le... but so unlucky... i don blame anyone... i onli blame luck... moreover today was a bad day.. so all of this things can happen... ppl got frustrated... mad as in angry... annoyed and moody....
For PC2C
i am sorri that i was not able to help the class achieve anything.... wasted all ur confidence in me... got onli 4th position... i am sorri...

food for thought
bad hair day means bad days...

Training was fun

2005-06-24T14:47:00.000+08:00

went to school in the morning to practice my EEPS cos monday got test le.... then i was like noe alittle here and there then i got stuck while helping others out.... brain jam i guess... had lunch then went over to block 50 for more lesson... sian man... listen to the teacher tok until i fall aslp... haha... then someone throw a rubber at my head i juz turn around and said... don throw thing at my head... then went back to slp...hahah... during SW the coach teach us how to do passing.... then make us run 4 corners... wa... so easy... but others got confused... haha... then went home after that.. seem like i don have enough of bball so went over to art park bball court and play more... guess i was juz relax playing until one guy come... he quite pro lorz... he mark me all the way... his speed matches mine... guess i muz be getting slow... but i jump dam high today... may be cos of my new shoe... haha... at least i don have to run around with my left toe dragging along the floor.... pain u noe... hhaa... that guy follow me where i go... i mean on the court.... very tight like glue... so i make him go the wrong way then i am clear for the basket... he mark me until sianz.... haha....
that is aobut it for today ba....

food for though...
gd things come ur way if u wait long enough.... think about it...

slackers day no2

2005-06-23T14:23:00.000+08:00

went to school slacking.. during lecture went out of the LT with steph... we go buy breakfast... haha... then both of us came back on time for the lesson to end... great man... that lecturer really makes us tired..... haha...then followed by another lecture... was already tired le... then tried to slp... dozed off for afew sec then my daddy msged me... asking how to find the drawing button on the desktop.... cos i reformatted my desktop and nv do the setting for him.. opps...during COMPRO i was playing winning eleven... ahah..long time nv play football games le... haha... play until steph finish writing her program to hand in but she got prob so i quite the game and do my program... i oso got alot of prob with my program... dam it.... got to get it solved...

Food for though for the love ones
love comes and goes... one may lose their memoryies but love still remains...

a little on the hardworking side

2005-06-22T13:59:00.000+08:00

i am a little on the hardworking side today... during EG1 i was like do alot of the maths questions... trying my very best to do all of those that i have not done... today got to play with the mircomouse... it had been like 3 years since i last played with this robot... it is interesting... can even program it to do writing...

guess i said something wrong during luch make someone really fed up with me... i am sorry but i really don mean it... forgive me pls...

reached home had my dinner then i did my arm muscle workout while chatting online... unbelievable i can still do 7 sets...

a little food for though...
a small spark of fire is very small but yet very strong...

disattached from the world

2005-06-21T16:09:00.000+08:00

seem like the world backing away from me again... dunno y... disttached from all ppl and communication... lonely in my corner sitting there juz staring.. crying in fear of lonelyness... don wish to be lonely... i wan someone to share my fear and joy... someone who i can tok too so that i am not lonely anymore... sob sob

shot to dead...

2005-06-21T15:17:00.000+08:00

the whole day from morning till the end of the day in school i was being shot at all the time.. not by bullets in CS... but words that ppl say.. my classmates and the teachers... haiz.. so many bullet holes until i can't count... some of those shot really do hurt... cos they where direct shots to my heart and my head... guess i have to find an armour to protect myself from the words tat harm me... haiz

badminton was fun

2005-06-20T14:38:00.000+08:00

in the morning went out with my parents and my grandmother to one of the hotels at clark quey to celebrate father's day... my cos were there... with their bf... they all girls...then i still single... sob sob... had tim sum until 2pm then left... when over to Jet Sim shoe shop to get my new bball shoe changed to a smaller sized one... after that rushed home and got my gear for badminton... today was a battle with the old man... my ball were so fast that they could not see... my partner got injuried while playing... he had this injury for 3 weeks le... it was a pulled shoulder muscle... i told him to rest for a month but he nv listen.... then get injuried again... had a smashing gd time at badminton today...hahah...

oh ya... shack again

2005-06-19T13:23:00.000+08:00

late morning had badminton training... hahah... then as usual train on physical and do footwork... hahha.. total of 2 hours of physical... tiring... then onli had an hour of games... hahah... my string siao siao de... serve the shuttle then keep flying out of the court... wat sia... but smash very powerful... wa lao... after that when over to my aunt's place to play majong... lost $2+.... at first lost about $10+ de... haha... let me clam back the loses... i took over my father ma... he lost so much... then i help win back... haha... i not pro ar... juz beginner... beginner luck i guess... after dinner went down to the bball court... to meet up with my bball team.. hahah... then go play bballl... hahah...now juz came back and online....

hoohoo

2005-06-18T14:10:00.000+08:00

had long lectures today... onli slpt alittle... haha... had along day... it is friday but so tiring.. haah...went out to orchard after lesson.... follow my gan mei to buy her friend's present.. haha... bought the wrist band for bball... one black and one blue... looks not bad... hahaha.. my gan mei but her friend a pair of ear chain if i not wrong... long time nv go to orchard le.... changed alittle... hahah... was rather happy and tiring...

tiring day of training..

2005-06-17T14:46:00.000+08:00

it's been a long time since i last train seriously for bball... this is wat i was thinking about when i first join this sport for SW... well this is wat i get... a gd day of running around.... shooting the hoops and doing some fantastic passing.... hhahaha... this more like bball training... ahha... i love bball for it is my life.... ahah... after training had a training match with the coach... 5 on 5 with the some other school bball team sitting down wAtching us play.... long time nv had fans watching le... hahah... not really fans... ahah... i was shooting rather well.. had rejected a shoot... had a couple of assist... did some passes that i have nv done for a long time... oh i forgot the thing that i love to do best... run round the defence... penatrating them hahaha... ahhaaa... so fun...

lecture are deadly

2005-06-16T14:08:00.000+08:00

had 2 lectures today... wa so sianz... boring... now that i noe that lectures are so deadly... cos they bore u to death... luck for me i had potato chips with me during the lectures... at least i can chew on them as i listen to the lectures... hahaha...

buz buz

2005-06-15T14:11:00.000+08:00

buz buz...today was really buz... in class so buz... after class so buz... buz doing reformatting laptop.... hahaha... fun... long time nv do that le... it is gd to recap my skills... haha...then now i at home doing up my blog... and my friend's blog.... then encountered some prob now trying to solve....