-- Monday, February 27, 2006 --

haix...being together with my darling is easy.... it has been 4 times that we both have come together.... but for the pass 4 times, we all were seperated cos her parents realli don like me or something... it is sad to come and think that we r soon going to be seperated again... for me... it is hard to find a gf... i can say tat she is the onli gf that i realli have.... one that really does care and realli will be with me for the rest of my life... the painful heart shattering feeling is coming soon i can feel it.... i noe... i don have to wait until the time come to feel heart shattered... cos i noe it is coming...
i had dreams that i am staying with her and stuff like that... but in reality it does not realli seeem to be the way it is in my dream... in fect , it is a total oppsite.... ppl say tat wat happen in dreams are opposite to that of reality.... i hope that it is not like that for me...
sometimes i feel like ending my life but i think again of all the ppl i am going to hurt... my parents, my relatives, my friends (those that realli consider me as friends), my gf and all those that noe me... it is true that in this type of relationship both side will get hurt very very badly....
onli time will tell went i will become the zombie like self again.... wat i can say that if this time we don succeed, it is really heaven will for us to meet but not be together.... when true love come to me, it will end in shattered pieces... i hope that it is not going to be like that... haiz...i am so out...


SKYLINE 34 & EVO 8 Left my mark at 10:13 PM
-- Friday, February 24, 2006 --

had my maths exam today... EG2... i am so prepared to retake the module again... i am on the verge of failing... lol.... but when i was in the exam hall... i was like half the paper i noe.... hahaha... which is the gd thing.... luckily i have spent 3 nites doing my maths online revision... hahaha..... then i can do so many questions.... i hope i can passs.... i noe it is hard... but i am hoping... after my maths paper... i went to find my darling sarah... hahhah.... she went to the doc cos her cough still not cured yet.... haiz... poor ger.... we went to tiong for lunch..... my darling so nice to me, treat me lunch.... thx dear... love u so much.... haaha.... then went around tiong to see bags... see the bag that i am looking for....then went to her school after which... hahahha....cos my darling wan to go meet up with some friends.... haha... i was like being burnt by the stares of the other gers in her school.... hahaha... walk in got cold sweat... come out so hot... lol...came back to jurong shortly after.....


SKYLINE 34 & EVO 8 Left my mark at 11:48 PM
-- Thursday, February 23, 2006 --

oh my... the exams are here again... so sianz... all the study study.... the pile of books... aiyo i have to face them so sianz..... it is juz SIANZ.... u noe the word SIANZ.... tmr is my maths paper but yet... there are so many things i still don noe how do... the questions i still don noe how to solve and stuff like tat.... i so afraid that i am going to fail my exam this time.... oh man.. it sounds to terrible... ARG!!!


SKYLINE 34 & EVO 8 Left my mark at 12:34 PM
-- Tuesday, February 21, 2006 --

Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hangin' on the block for dough
Notorious they got to know that
Life ain't always what it seem to be
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone we still a team
Thru your family I'll fulfill your dreams
In the future can't wait to see if you'll
Open up the gates for me
Reminisce sometime the night they took my friend
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When it's real feelings hard to conceal
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still livin' your life after death

Chorus: Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Everytime I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinking of the day
When you went away
What a life to take
What a bond to break
I'll be missing you
(We miss you, Big....)
It's kinda hard wit you not around
Know you in Heaven smilin' down
Watching us while we pray for you
Everyday we pray for you
Till the day we meet again
In my heart is where I keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts, Big, I just can't define
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us and the six shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me takin' flics
Makin' hits, stages they receive you on
Still can't believe you're gone
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still livin' your life after death

Chorus Somebody tell me why...
On that morning
When this life is over
I know, I'll see your face
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Chorus Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Chorus Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day


SKYLINE 34 & EVO 8 Left my mark at 11:12 PM
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when out to watch pink panter with my gf... hahah... alot of u don noe rite.... hahah nvm... it was thrilling and humorous movie... any1 that really needs to get a laugh go watch this movie b4 it ends... hahah... the movie is about a crime investigation... i think i better not say if not no one wan to watch already.... hahah.... overall i would say it is good movie to watch... hahah.... i rate it 4/5 for those that is looking for humor but 3/5 for those looking for love story... hahah


SKYLINE 34 & EVO 8 Left my mark at 11:05 PM
-- Wednesday, February 15, 2006 --

ytf was vday... it is oso my bday... hahah... was an enjoyable day as some of my classmates went out with me to celebrate... thx to max, song chun, step, marcus, eng ghee and william... no doubt some went back earlier but still i have had an enjoyable time after that...

step, max, song chun and i went to marina bay bbq there have bbq then went over to the arcade to have a race.. haha... thx to max, song chun, step for spending so many hours of my special 20th bday with me... lol... i enjoyed myself by cooking the raw food for them to eat... i seem to like cooking but always for to turn the food over... in the end got burned food instead... in short means that i am a bad cook... hahah... lol...

thx to all that have helped me made my 20th bday an enjoyable one...
there are so many ppl to named... too many to be listed...
thx to all...


SKYLINE 34 & EVO 8 Left my mark at 9:54 AM
-- Wednesday, February 01, 2006 --

3 days of CNY is over... lost some and won some while gambling... my winning is lesser then my loses.... but it was fun... hahha.. gamble all day long.. hahah... 2nd day i am dam sway man.... thx to my cus... he come to ask me thing keep on tapping my shoulder... dam sway man... from then on i keep losing money all the way... thx ar cuz... but 3rd is my day... i start to win all the way le... lol... if 3rd day he come tap my shoulder i will scold him like helll....

happy CNY too all...


SKYLINE 34 & EVO 8 Left my mark at 10:02 AM