-- Thursday, December 29, 2005 --

i have returned from me holiday at malaysia... it was a cold holiday.... freezing at genting... lol... wear jacket still cold... haha... wtf.... the food was not too bad.... the excitment was ok but the weather was one hell of a horrible... rain most of the time..... the theme park was poorly maintained... and i nearly lost my life up there... esp at the free falling... i was so scared when i was at the free fall cos there is nothing to rest ur legs on... then coming down u feel like u are going to lose ur life... lol...scared like hell.. lol... i am nv going to take that ride again... had many round of gambling with my family... playing jim rummy... lol... lost some but won in the end... haha....


SKYLINE 34 & EVO 8 Left my mark at 12:02 AM
-- Tuesday, December 20, 2005 --

had an enjoyable time at bbq nite... haha... it is my class gathering... almost every1 turned up for it... there were so much food... so bbq the food all nite... until no more raw food left i guess.... haha...

went to rent bike to cycle all nite... early in the morning 2am cycle to changi airport... from east coast mac all the way to changi airport... ahaha.. the whole journey took about 40 minus to go changi and 30+ minus to come back... lol... my first time i go to changi airport by bike... haha... oh ya one more thing... i got butt sore after cycling all nite.... lol...

come back already play cards and chat all the way until morning... haha....overall i find it enjoyable and fun... thanx to the whole class for making this happen... hahha... study hard for the common test man...


SKYLINE 34 & EVO 8 Left my mark at 11:56 PM
-- Sunday, December 18, 2005 --

my uncle have change company.... haha... blanja my family go out for lunch... we all went to north point makan nais brani... haha... very nice sia... i noe y he say this store nasi brani is the best.. haha.... the bad thing is that... we have to wait very long for a table...lol...

badminton was not too bad... lost one game n won the rest of the other matches.... haha... i have probs with my new smashing technique... don noe y... i use this technique the shuttle always hit the white tape of the net... lol... think i got to jump higher... haha.... i will try to get this new technique improved fast.... my worry now is my mp99 string... going to burst le.... i scared play then suddenly burst... then have to use my bao bei armortec 800df.... heart pain to use it... lol....


SKYLINE 34 & EVO 8 Left my mark at 10:38 PM
-- Friday, December 16, 2005 --

real stupid week it has been.. dam week... so many test so many things to do... sick of this week... sem to be in a teenage burn out recently... so down in badminton... don really have the mood to play.... took some time to visit the bball court... but yet still feel so dead and moody.... i am try to get around ppl tat i noe and try to make them go out... but don seem to be successful.... oh well wat is the use.... so griddy today... muz be the lack of slp after playing bball ytd... oh i am facing the burn out... so burn... turning black soon....


SKYLINE 34 & EVO 8 Left my mark at 3:45 PM
-- Saturday, December 10, 2005 --

wat a slow end to the week... at least it is a much better day compared to wat happended ytd... feeling much better after taking a walk out of the house...

lesson is gd... haha... but my stupid laptop got alot of prob le.... it is getting slower... may be becos of the adware files that i deleted... i will get it reformatted when the holidays come.....


SKYLINE 34 & EVO 8 Left my mark at 12:46 AM
-- Thursday, December 08, 2005 --

wat a total around day it has been... began my day well and ended it worse then some fucking piece of shit... it is so dam shit.... i wish to identify the probs and troubles... i don wan it to repeat... y can't my life be as colourful as some others... y are there so many barriers of troubles juz blocking my way to a joyful and colourful life... ppl say i think too much... may be they r rite..... i am thinking too much.... some times the troubles get so intense that i will start cursing and swearing to god for giving me this horrible life... it is worse then a nightmare... for 19 years not many great events have happened to me... i have no great achievements and no one to really trust me when i say i can things that others cannot... i don wan to list examples if not other ppl will say that i am this and i am that... i don mean that i don wish to be bothered about wat other think... i am bothered... i am giving my best shot at changing... i have disappeared from this surface of the earth for 2 years... no one noes where i went... no one noes the news of me except for my parents... i am so fed up with myself sometimes that i wan to end my life... the pain inside cannot be healed, the blood keep flowing out... the wounds is juz growing bigger and bigger...

in my life there are so many questions but i have no answer for them... i beat that god don even have the answer.... if not god will come to earth and enlightened me... i am not saying that i can see god... god live inside of us...
but yet the answers juz don surface when the problem comes... i juz dislike days when there is a gd start but always a bad end... sometimes i don wish to come home is because when i come home, the problems arises...i don to end eat day with a moody face, i wan to smile to the end of the day....

wat is life actually... the growth and death of a living thing.... is that the answer... no one that i noe of have the answer to this question... i don mind spending money on things that others like but i mind ppl think that the item is not sincere..... i am changing for god sake.... juz give me more time.... i doing my best...j juz give me time...


SKYLINE 34 & EVO 8 Left my mark at 11:22 PM
-- Monday, December 05, 2005 --

had an extremely great at badminton today.... had not lost a single game today at badminton... i don mean that my opponents are weak or anything.... they r strong... among my opponents are my father and uncle roger... can say that uncle roger is my shi fu...... cos he taught me the actual way of playing badminton... like a coach.... he told me my smash not strong enough yet... cos my adap muscle not tat strong yet.. haha....

muz be still high after ytd lunch ba.... haha....


SKYLINE 34 & EVO 8 Left my mark at 12:19 AM
-- Sunday, December 04, 2005 --

there were some excitment after badminton training.... i actually told them that i had something on and have to leave early so the committee members allowed me to leave early... the actual reason was to go out with miao zhi and cindy for lunch and walk walk around... marcus helped to get every1 to go together...... if he nv told me, things like this will not have happened today...

when we all met up at jp, we went to pizza hut to makan....there is like so much fun makaning together.... all the jks and joy came out... i think this is wat i am missing out during my sec school days... hanging out with friends is really is missing out in my life during my younger day.... ok back to today....

b4 the food came, alot of jks were told... like marcus and cindy wore black shirt and i and miao zhi wore the white then was like trying to make us sit together and makan and stuff... welll... in the end nv did... haha... miao suddenly took pictures with her hp.... ahha.... took every1 photo... don noe do wat... every1 all act cute.... i admit i oso acted cute... haha...

after makan i paid the bill then all pay their fair share of it... i told them not to include the extra charges so they juz paid their maken share... hhaha... wat i think is that every1 enjoys themselve.... we soon left pizza hut and went to pasa ma lum and have a walk... eat full le walk around is gd... walk about 1 hour the 2 ladies left... they wanted to go shopping... so we all went home....

it had be quite a joyful day as i would say.....


SKYLINE 34 & EVO 8 Left my mark at 12:34 AM